our confrontation is carrying on since my birth (literally from my birth, believe me) .. i try to bend her on my side and she tries to bend me on my knees on her side.. finally the symphony breaks and I fall on the ground zero...
no one can hit you as hard as life and this battle ends with your breath.. but i still refuses to learn anything and commit the same mistake again and again (only if its considered as mistake, not for me).. then i suffer for what the gods have destined for me, suffer terribly (ummm.. wild, i guess)
i read somewhere long back that, when you think that you have figured out everything and relaxed, this is the time when life screws you... life enjoys to screw me (i tell u life is a sadistic thing) and i get pleasure from pain (again in my own ridiculous way).. initially i was scared of pain.. but when pain exceeds some limits, u feel nothing at all...
enjoying pleasure from pain is like having a sex with wild girl friend.. its really really a wild experience.. you may not like it for first couple of time but as time passes u start enjoying this situation... yes, life is my girl friend.. she enjoys me while having sex and eventually i have learned to enjoy as well.. our sex-life is so good that anyone can envy upon..
i mean just think, she grabs me to some lonely corner, which i had never demanded for.. she ties me with some pleasant circumstances... she takes my clothes of intellect and understanding off.. throws me in the bed of dreams.. rolls on my body all over, kisses my child-like curious lips with her lips of hope... suddenly she bites me on my chest of love with her poisonous teeth of amity... and THEN one fine moment i realize that we were not enjoying sex and she was just fucking me...
AND here lies the reason why i don't learn anything.. because i have not accepted the things as they are but i have learned enjoying the situation..
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Aah.... lyfe again....
My is kinda affair with lyfe.... ab tak to affair tak hi pahonche hai.... :)
For me lyfe is..
LYFE = Feelings, Dreams, Reality, Insanity, Passion, Sadness, Serendipity, Nostalgia, Money, fame and all other shit that you can think of.... For more of this kinda mindless philosophy bump into my blog.......
When the things are going normally suddenly someday lyfe wil strike u and ull feel like being raped... (ur style of writing.... lolz...)
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